Had my haircut yesterday at JB city square..hmm my hair is pretty much shorter than before...not really used to it still. Haha.

And the hairdresser who cut my hair asked me whether i have friendster. I said yes and then he said that he thinks that he has seen me before on friendster or maybe the person he saw looks like me...really funny. Dinner with my family at Secret Recipe..I Love the mango cake! Really good.

Anyhows..this week is my last week working. 3 more days in fact and on the last day i will know whether am i suitable to work in ED. I will still be happy though even if i am not shortlisted. At least i know that i have experienced 2 weeks of being an ED nurse.
Today..i saw another collapse case..really sad..so sudden and all. The pains of working in the resuscitation room..u will get to see Life and Death cases.
Gah..tired already..thank God for the public holiday tml. God Bless!!
Happy Holidays ppl. :P
xoxoxo Sarah 10:57 PM.
Things i want to do:
-a haircut
-thinking of dying my hair
-cut down on my smses, outgoing calls. Exceeded my bill this month..arrgh.
-shopping
One more week to go and attachment is over..woohoo..happy man. Hehe. Btw i am currently in love with the Banana Java Chip(cream-based) from Starbucks. U guys should try it!
Oh wells i gtg now..sleepy liao. God Bless!
xoxoxo Sarah 11:25 PM.
The week is ending..learned lots from my preceptor who is a ex PL lite..how concidental. Haha. Still thinkin whether A&E is my cup of tea but if i am given the opportunity to work there, i will take it and accept the challenge. Yepx. Saw deaths which was really sad and it made me think how fragile life can be..one minute u are okay..the next..you are down. But if u ask me..i am not afraid of dying actually..cause i know God will bring me into his kingdom.
Anyways, Nxt wk will be my last week of my 6 weeks of attachment..amazing how time just flies. Looking forward for my trip to Taiwan and having more time to spend with my family and friends. Most importantly..replenish my beauty sleep. Haha.
Gtg get ready for my PM shift today so God Bless!
FYI-Btw there is this radiographer who looks seriously looks like Harwick Lau(xiaoan..the guy from Zhen Qing)..Haha.
xoxoxo Sarah 10:46 AM.
How To Touch A GirlMmm
I think I could like you
I already do
Feelings can grow but
They can go away too
You're takin my hand
Lookin into my eyes
Don't be in a rush to
Get me tonight
Feel somethin happenin
Could this be a spark?
To satisfy me baby
Gotta satisfy my heart
Do you know how to touch a girl?
If you want me so much
First I have to know
Are you thoughtful and kind?
Do you care what's on my mind?
Or am I just for show?
You'll go far in this world
If you know how to touch a girl
Do you know how to touch, know how to touch a girl?
Do you know how to touch, know how to touch a girl?
I think I could like you
But I keep holding back
Cause I can't seem to tell
If you're fiction or fact
Show me you can laugh
Show me you can cry
Show me who you really are
Deep down inside
Do you feel somethin happenin?
Could this be for real?
I don't know right now but tonight we'll reveal
Do you know how to touch a girl?
If you want me so much
First I have to know
Are you thoughtful and kind?
Do you care what's on my mind?
Or am I just for show?
You'll go far in this world
If you know how to touch a girl
Bring me some flowers
Conversation for hours
To see if we really connect
And baby if we do
Ooh I'll be givin all my love to you
Ohh
Do you know how to touch a girl?
If you want me so much
First I have to know
Are you thoughtful and kind?
Do you care what's on my mind?
Or am I just for show?
You'll go far in this world
If you know how to touch a girl
Do you know how to touch, know how to touch a girl? (Yeah, yeah)
Do you know how to touch, know how to touch a girl?
You'll go far in this worldIf you know how to touch a girl
xoxoxo Sarah 9:56 PM.
14 days to Taiwan trip.Accident & Emergency..for the next 9 days the nurses there are going to assess our performance and also see whether we are cut out in being ED nurses. Feeling stressed somehow..expectations..responsibilites..lots to learn. Sister was telling us even though if some of us are not shortlisted to become one of their staff..we shldnt feel disappointed and yes i agree with her. Getting a chance to enter into A&E for 9 days and see how it is really like is good enough for me. Still..i gotta read up..get some knowledge. Tml i will be at Resuscitation room..really pray the nurse in charge of me will be nice and is willing to teach me. Plus i wanna see how emergency cases are being handled u know somethin like those u see on tv(Grey's anatomy, ER) but of course not that dramatic/too overly traumatic though i do kinda hope to get a chance to see one, see how the workflow is and of course salvage the patient's life. Lots to learn and see.
Updates soon i promise provided i am not too drained emotionally and physically..btw i am now in need of retail therapy! Really hope Taiwan can satisfy that therapy of mine. Haha.
1. Tops
2. Shoes
3. Skinny Jeans
God Bless!
xoxoxo Sarah 7:34 PM.
3 days of night shift is finally over!! For the 3 nights, i was really feeling sleepy at around 2 am plus my tummy was growling in hunger. Haha. It was indeed a experience working throughout the night. From 9pm to 7.30am. Was really relieved to see the morning shift ppl come in cause that signals the nearing of my shift . Haha. So after my shift i go straight home..bathe and jus sleep and sleep..sleep as much as i can get but sometimes it just doesnt really help in the night cause i will still be feeling tired. Lolz. And btw thank god i didnt see anything or hear anything out of the ordinary..heard alot of freaky stories and none happened to me. Thank God for his wonderful protection.
Well today was my last night and apparently the last night for my patient. Really sad..it was a totally unexpected demise. When i checked on him at around 11 and my SN checkin on him at 1...he was okay but within a span of minutes or prob an hour..he passed on just like that. Life is really fragile huh. Nxt wk i will be going to A&E..i wonder what cases i will get to see :P
I am superly tired now..havent slept since 7pm last night..imagine that. God Bless!
xoxoxo Sarah 12:32 PM.
Met up with Sonia babe today..had a feast somesort. Lolz..Braised duck rice, hokkien mee, muffins, banana cake, egg tart..was soooo full man. So i hung out at her house,ate the lil desserts and watched She's the Man.. then i had to go meet my classmates at Chinatown.
At chinatown..met up with Amanda, Gen, Charmaine and we went over to the Travel agency at People's park and booked our taiwan trip. Woopies..we will be going on a 5 day 4 night free and easy trip with one day tour included. Will be leaving on the 8th may and coming back on the 12th may.Our flight is SQ...have never sat on SQ before so it will be really cool..cant wait! 3 more weeks to go and i am anticipating already. Had dessert later at this dessert shop at Temple Street..love their mango with pomelo sago dessert..yums!! But hor, i am still craving for yam paste(orh nee)..amanda says i am 'pregnant' man. Lolz.
Night shift starts tml..gah..i really pray everything goes well and i wont become a sleep walk. Lolz. Wish me all the best..
:P
Till then..God Bless!
xoxoxo Sarah 10:51 PM.
Had to work today..Sunday is pretty quiet in the ward..not so hectic. Was in charge of 6 patients but well i still had help from my preceptor. Haha..she's really nice and i thank God for her. My night shift will be starting soon dont know whether i am looking forward to it or dreading it. Lolz. I also heard some freaky experiences abt the ward i am working in..anyways i believe God's protection will be with me and so will be his angels. :p Oh..i have also decided to 'stop' learning driving for a while till after my attachment end and also change my instructor at the same time. Why shld i put myself thru a instructor who never fails to demoralize me most of the time. Pray that i will get a better instructor next time.
Anyways i dont know why but i am craving for lots of stuff right now like desserts..my mom say i must be 'pregnant'. Lolz. I wonder nxt time when i really get pregnant will i have to trouble my husband to buy food i crave for in the middle of the night..really funny to have that thought.
Update soon if i can..smuacks. God Bless!
xoxoxo Sarah 11:00 PM.
Was web surfing when i came across this...
**Some things that guys have to take note of**
1. Never let the girl pay if u are the one who ask her out. even if she is not ur gf or someone u r interested in.
2. When the both of you are watching a movie. neva let the girl sits beside any other guys unless its unavoidable.
3. Always walk beside or behind the girl.
4. Stand behind the girl if the both of u are going up the escalator.
5. When going into the lift, allow the girl to go in first and press the "door open" button for that girl even if u noe that the door isn't going to close so soon.
6. If in a restaurant, always let the girl order first. neva make any decisions for her unless she asked u to do so.
7. When on the bus, NEVER EVER let the girl sit on the outer seat, unless there's only outer seats available.
8. When a girl ask u about her dressing, always say she looks beautiful, gorgeous, pretty and nice.
9. If she ask u about another girl, never give UNECESSARY comments like, i think that girl is QUITE pretty.
10. NEVER LET A GIRL CARRY HER SHOPPING BAGS.
Interesting huh. Haha.
Anyways its Day off tml and sat..yippees..can rest like finally.
Btw i need a haircut!! Prob trim my fringe..haiz..dunno when i can have it done..soon i hope. I also want to go shopping and watch movie esp Blades of Glory which is coming soon(19th may)

and Spiderman 3(1st may)!!

Cant wait..
*hugs*
God Bless!
xoxoxo Sarah 7:30 PM.
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
I am pisssed...with my laptop that suddenly went crazy and i cant enter my folders and stuff..ALL MY newly saved MUSIC..PHOTOS even the one with my grandma are just gone..like that. Arrrgh. And the worst thing is that i dont have a backup copy of the photos..music thankfully i still have it on this desktop but the photos are just plain gone. AHH. Hate it when that happens.
If my dad can fix back my laptop i will be thankful but till then i will still be pissed.
Gotta go now..for my pm shift.
God Bless!
xoxoxo Sarah 11:37 AM.
Just came back from driving and i have to rant again. It SUCKED. Got like scolded tons of time jus because i was slow and my hands couldnt really coordinate properly. Whats up with me man?!! A simple U turn and i couldnt really turn properly as in my hands on the steering wheel does not coordinate properly..haiz. Plus the look of my instructor's face after a few mistakes showed that he was getting pissed....arrgh. I hate it when i see him getting frustrated with me...make me feel so incompetent and stupid. I really feel like giving up halfway...i cant think of much words to describe myself now. And i thought driving was supposed to be a fun thing..maybe it is the learning process that is horrible. I want to prove to my instructor that i am able to do it but at times when i cant seem to coordinate my legs with the clutch..i just 'fail' in a way and Fall short of my expectation. He also keeps on saying that i am such a SLOW learner and never fails to mention the word 'DEFER' in the lessons i have so far. Now,I have half the mind to change to auto. Who cares abt needing a class 3 licence to drive overseas..maybe nxt time things will change and with a class 3A licence, i can still go overseas to drive. Now all the cars are auto..and i remember what diney said the other time.. the sports car she saw was auto. I think manual and i just dont go together.
After all that ranting..i guess i just see how it goes on fri my nxt lesson..if i still not able to meet the instructor's expectation and my legs just seem to hate pressing the clutch, i will just ask him whether i can change to auto..save me the trouble for having to see his pissssed off face every lesson and also increasing his blood pressure.
*Jesus take the wheel*
Enough said abt driving..work at TTSH so far has been okay..i thank God for my preceptor who has been really nice to teach me stuff. Sisters(Nurse Managers) who are pretty nice..I Got to pass 4 reports today and i think i have become much more confident..with a little more practice i think i shld be able to do pretty good. Haha..God is my strength.
Oh ya..i saw Irene Ang ytd at church..she went for the last service and sat like a few rows in front of mine. Haha. She looks not bad up close..she really did lose the weight as compared to last time. Lolz. The sermon ytd preached by Pastor Prince was really good and so was the mini orchestra/choir performance abt Jesus dying for our sins and how much he loves us.
I think i shall go take a lil nap now before dinner so God Bless!
xoxoxo Sarah 7:07 PM.
Yesterday..
Dinner at TCC with my uncle, sis and cousins..the cheese dip for the wedges were absoultely yummylicious. The milkshake too..gosh.

Headed over to the Esplanade theatre afterwards and people were already streaming in. Our seats were on the 3rd level..balcony seats(restricted view). My first time seating at those seats. Haha..the view wasnt that restricted..still can see the center portion of the stage. The whole theatre was full and the show started at 8. The set, costumes and the singing was really astounding. Thumbs up for me. It was my first time watching the Phantom of the Opera and i have to say it was really good..love the songs. Felt like watching the movie after that. Haha. The show ended ard 10 plus and oh ya there will be Swan Lake on Ice on the 12th sept onwards..Gosh..i so wanna watch that! Looks really good.
On top of that i wanna watch:
1)Blades of Glory
2)Spiderman 3
:)
Okies gtg now..God Bless!
xoxoxo Sarah 11:09 AM.

GOOD FRIDAY EVERYBODY..
Today is the day where Jesus died for our sins..his love for us is just so marvellous and wonderful. I love you Jesus!
"For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life." John 3:16
Had Driving lesson yesterday and it was ummm okay i suppose just that i was late due to the 45 bus which didnt come at the supposedly estimated time..instructor wasnt that happy. So..got onto the car and i drove from ubi all the way to temasek poly there and back to ubi again..along the way stalled my car once..kinda got hold of the momentum of using the clutch and the accelerator/brake but the sad thing is that my instructor was not happy with my performance at all. He keeps saying i am such a slow learner blah blah and says that i most probably will have to defer my driving test. Well the thing is..i am now having attachment..timing isnt very good and i not that free either plus i am also running low on funds. Arrgh. Anyways will be having another 2hr lesson tml(Sat)..i do hope i will be better.
After the pretty tiring 2hr lesson..i went to Vivocity..took the sentosa express monorail. It was pretty cool i have to say and Sentosa has indeed changed quite abit. So i took the tram to silso beach and met up with Roanna and Pearline who were there early..just sat around talking, soaking up the sun and admiring the beach. Haha. We also so happen to see 2 caucasian ladies sun bathing half naked..haha..really open man. Cant imagine myself doing that..no way.
So we were at the beach for like coming 3 hrs plus and liney's arms and legs were like red. Haha. She really did suntan herself. Roanna later on then said she too got sunburn on her back. For me..i wasnt in my bathing suit so i didnt get any sunburn but maybe gotten abit darker. Haha.
I do hope to go back to sentosa soon and explore the place. Sit the luge/skyride or prob even sit the cable car. Haha.
Shall upload some pics i took later on in the night and now i shall just get ready to go meet my cousins and uncle to watch Phantom of the Opera at the Esplanade at 8pm. Heard alot of good reviews abt it..haha. It shld be really good. God Bless!
xoxoxo Sarah 4:03 PM.
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
Happy birthday to the bestest Ah Ma..

You are greatly missed..
Tml is my day off..woohoo..till sat that is. Driving lesson for 2 hrs tml and then it is all sun and play with Roanna and Liney at Sentosa. I havent been to sentosa for ages then i was telling roanna i scared i get lost cause i will be going there later by myself and meet them at the beach. Haha. I shall see how tml. Anyways i bought Hilary's Duff new cd- Dignity. For $20.90..Kinda bought it on impulse just now. Lolz. I am now listening to her songs and one word--NICE.
Comp is super laggy now..irritating me already..i Shall update prob tml.. :P
God Bless!
xoxoxo Sarah 6:45 PM.
2nd wk of PRCP..lots to learn and catch up on..I really thank God for the nice sisters and staff in the ward i am in. My patients are also not too bad. Haha. But ya..i really really got to get alot of hands on in this attachment. Practice makes perfect and i believe i can do it. Btw i officially start working in TTSH on the 2nd July.. so fast huh.
2 july 2007- 2 july 2010..thats where my life will be.
Dont wanna think much abt what will happen in the future..i shall jus live one day at a time.
God Bless!
xoxoxo Sarah 8:46 PM.