My love language:

You scored 60% Words of Affirmation, 39% Physical Touch, 39% Giving Gifts, and 16% Acts of Service!

*Your primary love language is very solid- you are close to 100% Words of Affirmation. You really dont have a secondary love language. You need compliments and reminders that you are loved. You also tend to show your love that way as well, tho you might tend to show it thru physical touch as well. You can be extremely unhappy in relationships where your love language isn't recognized because the other love languages are almost wasted on you. You must have reassurance in your relationships and always like to know where you stand.

Hmmm.

Loves the song on ro's bloggie- Sometimes when we touch.
You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you
And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides
Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth
And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides
At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly
At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by
At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again
And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Went for my flu vaccination jus 2 days ago and i am now having the flu..how ironic.

And yes i have decided not to hold a party..cause i have NO TIME to plan and planning a party need lots of planning and effort which i seriously cant afford now.. Sad sad. But no worries..this is jus a birthday party...the wedding party is one that i will defintely cant miss..provided if i ever get married lah in like prob 6 yrs time??. Lolz.

Liney..no worries abt having bought ur dress already..u will still get a chance to wear it as i have made plans for us already(hopefully nothing changes). :)

Hotel stay tml with the family at Orchard..wooohoo..gonna spend the whole night at Orchard Road. Yipppees.

God Bless!

Night shift, sleeping day, day off are over....Night shifts are seriously tiring cause we work from 9pm to 7.30am the next morning. Cant entirely say i love night shifts but i did enjoy it somehow. Monday night was the craziest cause there were sooooooo many patients and when it reach 1am..it didnt seem like it was 1am in the morning! For my last night, the doctor ordered Macs for all the staff. Really cool.
Spent the whole of my sleeping day with my dearest cause it was also his sleeping day. Haha. Planned to go night safari but turns out we didnt. Today too we plan to go but time was a factor so we didnt go. Next time i suppose. Lolz.
Today i Went back to hosp for my BCLS practical and thank god for lenient markers..i passed. Hehe. Had lunch with evon, joycelyn, wuyun at Pepper Lunch and oh we saw jeff wang and kym ng having a meal together. Hahaha. Too shy to approach them to take photos. :P Went back home to rest and met up with dearest again.

Some love thoughts that i feel like writing it down...
U know.. we are together for almost 3 mths already and I have learned quite alot about being in a relationship. Lots of things to consider etc..Also, I have to admit i do feel insecure at times. Not sure why but I do hope through time he will slowly provide the kind of security i need. I guess thats part and parcel of being in a relationship.
I know Love isnt all fairytales/tv drama perfect but i do hope mine willl be unforgettable..the 1st and last.

* To hear the 3 most important words from you will mean sooo much to me. I also really do hope u love me as much as i love u*

Its getting late i better sleep..gotta work tomorrow. God Bless!!

p.s: I think i may jus forgo having a birthday party this year..prob having separate intimate dinners with my family..dearest..friends will be so much better. :P

Wow i havent updated for a week already. Haha.
Wells, this week has been a pretty stressful one and Thanks dear for being there for me. *hugs* I believe i kinda got alil stronger through these stressssful periods. Thank God. :)
So..its day off today and i spent it with dear kevin. He went to do his IC and boy at the ICA building i was soooo shocked by the number of people queuing to go into the building. Its even worse then ppl queuing up for church. Lolz. Headed over to Jurong east after everything was done and practically hung around that area.
U know it is soo sad that there arent much nice places to go in Singapore esp when we have no car.. Shopping and eating seems to be the only things to do. :P But anyways i really love it that i get to spend time with him. Oh we are also having night shift together from tml onwards. How concidental is that? Hehe..
Speaking of night shifts..i do hope i wont be like a walking zombie by the end of my shift. Lolz. And I think i will get to see plenty of alcohol intoxicated patients coming in so that will be pretty interesting i think. :P
Wookies i will update again after my 3 night duties so God Bless!

Day off finally after 12 days. Yippes. Went for high tea at Royal Plaza on Scotts with my family..

Being loved by someone is the best thing ever dont u agree?

Met up with the girls Roanna, Pearline and Geraldine for dinner at Chomp Chomp though i was superly tired from work and the hazmat mass casualty course i had after work till 6.30pm.
It was a great girl bonding time and thanks u gals for the support. I dont feel so alone anymore.
Though sometimes things dont go the way i envisioned it to be, i shouldnt be overly disappointed but just move on and I jus gotta believe that things will work out for good in the end. I have to be patient...

Time to sleep. Updates soon..God Bless!

My new love and entertainment:
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Ipod Classic....

I am happy :)

God Bless!

I am now really tired emotionally and physically.
God, can u jus take me away from all this tiredness i am feeling?

Boyfriend recently commented i looked more tired than usual..i guess i really am. The lack of sleep is affecting me some sort. My eyes seem to be much more smaller than before. :s Thank God it hasnt affected my work yet.
So..Yes my dear i will try my very best to sleep early okies? Give me some time to adjust back my 'clock'.
Btw i kinda enjoy the concern u have shown towards me. Hehe.
U are missed..

God Bless!

Freshly baked out from the oven. Cutting the apples.

Mixing the crumble topping..so messy!
End result! Very crumbly looking but it tastes good with the Swensens cookies and cream ice cream i bought.