I joined the cleo cover girl search...lolz.
For fun that is..not tat i will get in. Anyways did a makeover today which wasnt exactly satisfying. I look damn weird lah.
Sis and Miri did it with me so it was quite fun.
It was pretty much an experience i have to say.
And ya their goodie bag was not too bad and i subscribed to cleo too so yay. Saved quite abit. Freebie included a fragance by Carolina herrera. Smells not toooo bad.
Pics will be up soon once i find my hp cable..
Tml i prob be getting airline tickets to mysia(bf hometown)...excited. New place to explore plus brunei as well so..woopies.
1 more mth and a few days to go!! Anticipation is killin me.
Kayes morning shift tml..arrgh.
Btw this whole week my shift is....
AM PM AM PM AM AM DO.
How shit can it be?
pm- am transition is tiring!!!
Nightex.
God Bless!
xoxoxo Sarah 11:51 PM.
arrghh...i dunno wats wrong my hse downstairs is playing some loud indian music..no offence but it is 1040pm now??
Arrrrgh.
How am i to sleep?
Anyways bf said something that made me smile today..pretty much made me anticipate what our future will be like together.
I love him very much!
xoxoxo Sarah 10:39 PM.
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Been having insonmia recently. Could be due to the 4 nights i worked last week. Blah.
I hate the feelin of being tired and yet i am still tossing and turning. Sometimes i even tell myself what to dream. Ha. What a joke.
Anyways work so far has been pretty busy but thankfully it is manageable.
JCI is over finally and TTSH passed with flying colours.
Sister passed me a can of wafer biscuits as a token of appreciation for the hard work put in during the JCI week. Haha. Sweet.
Met up with bf after work..and will be meeting him tml and the day after(our day off together). Yippess.
Thinking of going to the zoo but the weather hasnt been really good these few days apparently. Raining cats and dogs!!
And ya..bf told me he will be going to bangkok with his friends in Oct and i was like wat??! I also want to go bangkok lah and shop! But sadly i doubt i can afford it this year. A trip to bf's hometown in Oct after bf comes back from his Bangkok trip and USA in dec..i am seriously trying to cut down on my spending.
Does anyone knows how i can earn an xtra buck or two? :P
Sarah needs the money!
Alrightes enough rambling i shall try and go to bed now.
Nightex.
God Bless!
xoxoxo Sarah 11:55 PM.
work starts in about 12 hours and here i am bloggiing..well i jus felt like blogging before i go to slumberland.
Saw a pretty bloody trauma case just now..really sad cause the guy is really young and an accident just took him away just like tat. Made me wonder how life is so fragile sometimes.
Life is....
not just about worrying how much the other partner loves/care for u.
not worrying what tomorrow or the future will be like.
not worrying how much money u have all the time.
We cant bring money when we pass on. It is suppose to be living ur life to the fullest, enjoying every moment with the people whom u love. And as God says live one day at a time and let tomorrow worry for itself.
As for the partner..i guess if he's the one i will spend my life with, he will always be there by my side no matter what happens.. loving me more and more.
What will be mine will be mine.
So y worry right?
K i am going to bed.
Good morning people.
God Bless!
xoxoxo Sarah 10:08 AM.
randomness-
night shift starts tml.
JCI has just started.
Lots of stuff going on in my head..i feel at times it is goin to burst.
I am really tired.
I want to be loved by u
24 hrs a day is just isnt enough
i want to cut my hair
i need money
Maybe -Jay Sean. Beep, beep on
Now there goes my phone
And once again
I’m just hoping it’s a text from you
It ain’t right
Read your messages twice, thrice, four times a night it’s true
Everyday I patiently wait
Feeling like a fool but I do anyway
Nothing can feel as sweet and as real
Coz no way I would’ve waited in pain
[Chorus]
And maybe it’s true
I’m caught up on you
Maybe there’s a chance you’re stuck on me too
Maybe I’m wrong it’s all in my head
Maybe we're afraid of words we both hadn’t said
I’m always connected online
Turn facebook/myspace all the time
Hoping you've checked my profile
Just can't help wondering why you play it cool
But sometimes I’m hopelessly falling for you
Every night on the phone and I
In love with you and I know that you like it girl
All joking inside lets see you and I
Come out and say what you’re trying to hide
[Chorus][Bridge]
Like I really want you
I think I need you
Maybe I miss you
I’m thinking of you
Like I really want you
I think I need you
Maybe I miss you
I’m thinking of you
[Chorus]
xoxoxo Sarah 8:35 PM.
Wednesday, August 06, 2008
I am dreaming...dreaming of marrying the guy whom i love dearly..dreaming of owning my own house with a nice pool..dreaming of having at least 2 kids...dreaming of having enough cash to get by till i am all wrinkly..dreaming to meet my friends whom i havent really kept in contact with..dreaming of travelling the world..dreaming of learning to bake the most delicious desserts..dreaming of ice skating..dreaming i can meet the Man who made me..the heavenly father and his lovely angels..i am jus dreaming..Made new spectacles today..cost me $170!!
Arrgh..tummy is acting up again..not sure why. Told u my tummy is screwed up already.
Haiz.
And ya..i am so in need of cash cause i am going to USA in December and i'm gonna shop till i drop!! Only like 4 mths left?? Blah...
God will provide..Yes he will...
Meeting the bf tml..my last day of hosptialization leave..i got to enjoy abit.
God Bless!
xoxoxo Sarah 1:33 PM.
My eating momentum is coming back though now i realize i cant eat toooo much cause i will be nauseated soon after. Talk about the after-effects of GE.
I am feeling better now. no worries.
I am so bored though...bored till the fact i can go crazy!!! Sleep eat sleep eat play computer is all i can do. Wells contradicting eh cause thats what i really want to do when i have to go to work. :P
Ironic.
Oh ya..was surfing the webby and omg Cold stone Creamery is coming over to Singapore!! No idea when, but i do hope it is soon. Yippees.
Uncle was also telling me abt Vegas, San Fran which got me all so excited.
arrrghh..the ciprofloxacin is taking effect now.
Going to bed...
God BLess!
Randomness--
ME: bf do u love ur sick gf? BF: Yah..so get well soon..
xoxoxo Sarah 10:41 PM.
Sarah is down with GE and got admitted to hosp on the 1st aug..what a good nurses day for me.
what an experience vomiting like crazy into a sink, toilet bowl, plastic bag, lying onto the trolley, being pushed on the trolley to 11A, getting hydrated by a IV drip,having diarrhea...blahh..worst experience ever.
Now i have 4 days of hospitalization leave..hopefully it will be a good time to recover.
and omg i am so craving for all the food i cant eat like ice cream, milk etc.
k..im going to rest now.
God Bless!
xoxoxo Sarah 6:27 PM.